The Vision

It's true... I have visions, some are clear and others.. not so much.  This is unclear.. I hate the unknown... I pray we overcome

1 month anniversary

Aww I wake up today with the sweetest message at 12am....  wishing a happy 1 month.. It's so sweet.. I'm so inlove.. ok Need to stop giggling now.  I need to remember I'm HOOD!!! .  PEACE.

I Love YOU J.

The Magic words were finally said, one would never think that I would be in this place  so soon and ever again.  I'm inlove. It all happened on the 4th of August 2012 at 5:10am.  I meant every word of it,  I could not hold it back. I felt so clear, it felt so right, and with those beautiful big eyes and sparkling smile I could not help but say it. 

My heart was beating so fast and my voice shook as I whispered loudly "I love you".  I prayed to God everyday to send me the ONE, and he listened and heard my prayers.

My Life is Private

I always keep my life very private... I promise to keep this relationship too.. Private...
Like Jay and Bee :)

J

July 21st 2012 at 11:15pm, it finally happened...

On saturday July 20th, we met up and went to see the movie "Dark Knight" .  Scared stiff about the shooting that happened in Aurora Colorado the day before, we braced ourselves and went.  It was an awesome movie, it felt so right being together.  We left and I had to run home to run some errands, I get a message saying "there is something I needed to speak to you about".  Being the analytical person that I am, I thought of everything possible under the sun.  But I kinda hoped for the best..  July 21st, we both met up and went for Rib Fest, with my besties.. met up with some other friends.  Had a great time.  They finally met the one I call my "heart String"

Night came, we went home..  at exactly 11:15pm..as we looked into each others eyes..
me:  what did you want to talk to me about
Heart String: I was thinking we became exclusive
me: I agree, I would love that
Heart String: But of course I know we have to take it slow
me: I don't want to take it slow
Heart String:  Ideally I would like you to be my boy friend
me: I want that too
Heart String:  Would you be my boy friend?
me:  ***HEART POUNDING SO FAST****
me:  *** went in for the kiss so passionately***  (I've never kissed anyone like that ever before)
me: YES
It finally happened..  We decided to make it official..

TIME WILL TELL

Yesterday...  as we cuddled together, it felt like time stood still.. could we really be made for each other.. could there be a possibility for a relationship?  hmmmm.. I guess that's both our thoughts.. It feels so right.  But time will tell..  I'm starting to grow a strong like-ness and fondness.  It's been a while since I've had such a connection with someone. TIME WILL TELL

Butterflies..

I feel complete.. Butterflies... I can't stop thinking of you